I am really getting a better feel for my roller coaster now. After I met with w a few weeks ago, I knew I had a few backslides and had this terrible feeling things would never get better. Then Friday w calls to have lunch with me and I realize things things really have not changed that much. I didn't meet up with her and have not gotten a response to my "sorry I missed you" text, but I know we'll see each other again...
A pattern is starting to develop.
I wonder if I can make small changes in my behavior that will lead to better outcomes in the future or if I just have to wait and see what happens with my w as she goes on her journey.
I really wish my w had a fast forward button
Me-45 W-44 T-7 years M-3 years (4th anniversary July 13, but we're separated) Kids from previous relationships (s14 d16 mine, s23, s24 hers)
