I am back in Sweden. The first interaction with W: she says "I thought you were coming home next weekend - you said the 18th" - I say "no, I left the 18th"...
Daughter is neutral and at least tolerates me being with her; she has grown taller again.
wife still seems antimagnetic - basically only speaks to me when spoken to - the dinner call was "daughter name, dinner!"... When I asked her if she needed the car tomorrow , she said "no, where are you going?" (to have snow tires put on).
Also, there is an article on internet dating laying on the living room table, another 'sign' I think. More painting and renovation has been done as well.
I have the occasional attack of sadness just now, when thinking of what may be being lost (garden is fall beautiful...)
Where does disrespect start?
Still, I assert myself, recounting a tale at dinner, though with no response or pick up on theme by W, and do not hesitate to go where I want/need to.
Daughter and W are downstairs, both, now, not sure whether they are sleeping and working in the 2 person guest room, or just together there for now. Musical rooms, this, I go up, they go down?
I see Swedish T tomorrow, and will Skype with American T later this week. Men's lunch club kickoff is on Thursday.
Coming home isn't always easy, I guess, but my chin is up and I am keeping faith (nice to have a few women smile at me yesterday in Manhattan).
Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.
