Well we're more at the point where we connect really well, then W realizes it and starts backing up and saying it didn't happen, and the walls come up.
That is the toxicity. Before that we are great...
Regardless, it isn't going to work while that's her actions, and I don't know if she can stop.
I really am shifting to where I want this to be about me, slowly but surely. Obviously I'm not there yet, but every day of dim I feel better and better. Also I won't be able to pick up S5 anymore, so that's going to add back in a level of separation.
