Today, after I effed up majorly, I am in full PMA mode today.
Walked downstairs to get my coffee, H was in the kitchen. He asked what was up with one of our dogs, because I kicked (not literally) dog out of my room this morning.
I said Oh he was up and down, in and out, I couldn't even get half and hour of decent sleep. But he isn't like that all the time, so it's cool.
Then my H pulled out some cinnamon rolls that I had bought weeks ago and started to make them. I had bought them for him in my pursue phase because I know he LOVES cinnamon rolls. He hadn't made them until now. So I said Oh, you're finally going to make those huh? in a fun smiley tone. I saw the corner of his mouth curl up in a smile.
Then I was making my coffee, and yesterday during our heated convo he had mentioned that I had a marilyn monroe going on. I was confused and then he said I had a coffee ground stuck to my lip like a marilyn monroe beauty mark. So today, while making my coffee I checked out the cup rim very carefully and cracked I just want to make sure I have no marilyn's going on, haha. He smiled at that again.
Then he went into his room and started sorting his laundry. I was sitting watching the tv and he came out, as he was going to the laundry room he said 'did you get all your laundry done this week?' (We had been doing our laundry together still). I simply said 'That's ok, I can do my own laundry'. He said You sure? with his back towards me this whole time. And I didn't answer as he went into the laundry room.
I then decided it was time to depart since my PMA was good and we were leaving it at nice, light convo.
Sigh. I hate the separation.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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