Deciding What to Do.....

[willbwell]

MNS, oh, I know how you feel. Astounding to me that there are so many of us. I had no idea before I entered this world of h's MLC. I too am a deeply spiritual person. Sometimes at those awful, terrible painful moments, I ask God to please take this pain from me so I can rest. We need our rest.
I constantly question my faith. I know I am a good person and come from a good and holy family. and I know too I am easy pickings for the devil. So I pray about that too.
I get that life is not fair.
I can only say to you to breath. go take a walk now and ask for continual patience and courage. I am in this same boat with you. so many of us are.
It makes it no easier of course but just know you are not alone. I will be praying for you today.
One more thing I want to share. I keep asking God, give me a message please....It struck me recently, perhaps God is giving me the message over and again, but it was not the message I wanted to hear.... maybe,