S18 is at work so I'm waiting for him to get off to tell me his plans.

I know I have to sit here and wait and it goes against every cell in my body In 20 years he's never needed surgery, it's been me or once s14, and now when he is going through this it has to happen.

It's going to sound funny but the women in my family "dream" and I've dreamt H all week, my sister just told she also dreamt him once last week, I thought it was because we have a court date set but now I know it was because of this. Crazy sounding, I know, but us Italians are dreamers. wink


M 16 T 20
M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15
Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR