So, in keeping with my feelings above ^^^, I had a convo with my xh.

Strap yourself in, my friends.

He texted me something about our son.

Somehow the conversation veered.

So, I wasnt doing anything, thought Id play along. MLC talk, what fun!!! NOT! LOL

He: So, I was thinking, Ur. I noticed that you've changed.

Me: Ayep..

He: I am not sure how I feel about the changes.

Me: Um, I dont recall me asking, but, go for it.

He: It seems that you have become very strong. Not that you werent before, but, wow.

Me; Thank you???? Anything else. Im rivetted. LOL!

Me: Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh no, not I. Hey that would make a good song.

He: You crack me up. LOL!

He: No, I knew what you were made of. I guess i just forgot.

He: Ur?

Me: yes?

He: I'm sorry for all that I did. I should have done things differently. You didnt deserve that.

Me: Thank you for that.

He: You are very special.

Me: Thank you again.

He: Ok, thats enough of that. Take care.

Me: You as well.

He has apologized before. The thing is, that his actions dont match his words.

If the past indicates anything, I will not hear from him for a long time.