Do I tell her how I feel 1 year on?

[hotwheelsaust]

I've tried so hard to move on, I thought if I could meet someone else it would take the pressure off our relationship, people would stop asking them damn awkward questions but in truth I never wanted to go and meet other women, all I was doing was trying to replace you but deep down I didn't want to replace you - I wanted you.

Whether you send the email or not, that is your call. But these sentences are not going to help your cause at all, even if she knew you were doing this. My two cents worth.