I have given a lot of thought to what happened 18 to 24 months ago that could have triggered this.
His blood pressure went sky high. The doctor's said he was a walking dead man and that the only reason he wasn't dead was the daily aspirin.
He started taking blood pressure meds and those can affect sexual performance. He was very frustrated with that and I tried to be as understanding and loving as possible, but I know that is a big deal to a man.
His mother had a severe stroke in her early 50's and that may be a factor.
He brought his brother into the company about 6 weeks ago (his brother has never worked in this industry, but he is learning) and has told him on several occasions that if something happened to him, he wanted the company to stay in the family.
I get the feeling that he is trying to "live it up" while he can.
I get that, but his behavior, severe stress over this factory, heavy drinking, lack of sleep, late hours partying, etc. is actually self destructive. I don't get that part.
Me: 59 and holding H: :53 Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown M: 19 T: 23 BD: 9-23-2013
