A Fresh, New Day - Pt II

[Pudmuddle]

Yes, I am feeling anger, frustration and resentment still. Not quite detached, but I have to work through these to get detached.

It's hard to watch him doing his own thing with no concern for me, at all. But then again, he hasn't shown concern the past 3 years or so, I guess now it just seems more final, even though it isn't. But you know what I mean.

I have been so emotionally lonely, now physically, for the past 6 years.

I actually wrote him a letter this morning, journaling all thoughts and feelings. I am NOT sending it to him at all, just needed to get it out. I may post it on here, just to reflect on it. I am still working on many issues.

Thanks AS, I really do appreciate your comments.