Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

running out of time.GTO, Pud and AS, thank you for checking in.
papers filed. h giving me until after my midterms(next week) to serve. set myself up with another expectation, only to get disappointed...Again.
s20 on a flt home last night. 3 hr delay.(gets in at 120 am) s20 calling h. no response. d calls h for goodnight. no reply. I think perhaps h is on a flt on his way back and that is why. Nope.
h and ow both work for airline so they can be anywhere at anytime. Know I am supposed to say Who Cares!fact of matter is that I still do.

ok, so I know, focus off h. s20 is home for a couple of days.(fall break) I having a study break drink with a friend tonight-quick. my classes keep me busy. s17 made the boat for a big race next weekend(gets to go to Boston!)huge boost for his ego!so proud of his hard work.
I will be ok.