That whole sleeping thing is quite a challenge! Some days I can literally feel my heart doing flips in my chest and other days I have almost a numbed feeling like "whatever happens, will happen"

I'm thinking to myself that he might go and visit with the girl who I suspect an affair with when he's visiting his hometown this weekend. I'm trying really hard to detach and just not think about it.

I just want to find happiness again, it seems like its been such a long time since I have been happy.

Me: 31 H: 32
Married 10 years, together 11
No kids
H moved out to an apt 8-3-13

Experience: That most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God, do you learn. ~C.S. Lewis