Rosa, Please do not stay on the computer! Your eyes are very precious and I don't want to see you have any problems w/the one that just had surgery. The postings will be here on Monday. If you need a fix...maybe uR, Dawn or Nero can give you a call...but please do what your doctor told you to do.
I'm glad you are feeling much better, but I'm concerned about you doing things that you've been told not to do. I know...I do worry about your eyes.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.