I honestly tried to get H to tell me what he was getting at, but I believe he just likes to accuse and blame and point the finger. His mom is still like that and will be like that until she dies. I am not saying there couldn't have been a better way to handle it, but honestly now I feel that no matter what I say, or what I do there will always be a better reaction or response. And no matter what I say to H I am wrong and stupid and never good enough. It's been that way for a while. It's just gotten progressively worse throughout the years.
Not making excuses. Just making observations. My kids and I need to get out of this situation. I asked my lawyer how we could end this and he said unless we are willing to revisit the old agreement we just need to let the case study play out. And honestly H is not willing to bend except anything he wants. So I just have to try and make the best of it for now.
My friend bought me some red voodoo beads for my birthday. Red skulls with fake diamond eyes. They are so cool. I made myself a bracelet last night. I shake it in H's direction every now and then. Hey..every little thing counts, right?
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
