Thanks T^2 and job! I have spoken to a coach. He said to talk to the good hearted women I knew, let her do the work and act ok with the separation. But, that was months ago. I can't afford more sessions.
Right now I have no intentions of filing. I spoke to an attorney in December and again in July. Both times she said I was crazy for not filing lol.
When S9 got home from school he was ok. He said he wasn't mad anymore. That he was mad because he knew it hurt me to loose mommy but that I was ok so he was ok. Maybe I'm being to good about this lol. Oh well, back to the norm. I still will insist they have counseling. It has to hurt.
Thanks to you all for being here for us. I'm not giving up. It ain't over til it's over. Until then, I'll be running from fat ladies just in case they may break out into song.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later