Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

coming here instead of sending email to h. been bothered all day. know h checked out long ago. know I am supposed to detach. on the one hand, think I will stand. someday h will realize and will be glad I didn't give up. on the other, I am tired of all the bs. I get nothing from h. I get no appreciation for all I do for our children. I am only the hired help. h does not care that I feel overwhelmed. I ask myself why should I want this man. I don't like what he has become.
just one of those crappy days. should go take a walk.