He's not 'in love' with me

[CallaghanClown]

Well he turned up to MC....first shock. He proceeded to explain to the counsellor that he didn't know who he was. That 36 year kids know who they are and he didn't. That he spend every night missing his family but that his feelings has changed towards me.

I validated his feelings as did the MC but we both asked why he wanted to continue MC if he was sure it was over. He said he thought it would help.

I backslide a lot afterwards when me and my husband sat and spoke about finances. He said he'd get a two bed apartment and decorate a room for the kids. I said it was too soon to think that far ahead. He continued, I asked him to stop, then i cried. I really tried not to, and I've not cried much at all, but I just couldn't hold it in. Im nowhere near ready for him to have them overnight, let alone decorated a room for them.

We're talking about a suicidal MLC'er here with two small children. Over his cold body!