PIB, what does Monkey say about why he strived so hard to achieve that aloofness? I'm very curious, because I think it will help me stay more patient.
He said that he didn't want to lead me on and hurt me more.
He also said he was scared that my changes weren't real...and that if he did take the leap of faith to live with me, that we'd just end up in the same place again.
As I proved myself over time, those struggles of his to not show his love failed more and more often.
