Mh, you're doing a lot more than some people I know. I'm chatting to a guy from another forum and he's got no money and stuck in his house all day. He's living out in the middle of nowhere, so he hasn't got anywhere nearby to go to and if he decides to go somewhere it involves spending money, even getting there. He only sees his D 3 times a week (I know that's more than most on here!) and he's missing her like crazy. I have told him about this site, but he says he tried it and didn't like it so I try to help him in PM. He doesn't want to do a 180 with his wife, so he's stuck! Anyway MH, you're doing great You're getting out doing things, finding stuff to do and have a good relationship with your W At least your W will go places with you and do things with you such as meals out and cinema. That's more than most of us are getting at the mo. I miss the intimate moments as well. Not necessarily the S, but the cuddles. Do you know that it is a basic human need. My son gives me a hug, but he forgets how tall he is and how strong he is. He nearly flattens me everything I get a hug from him, lol. I have the same problem as you with the phone calls from H. I always try to extend the conversation instead of saying I've got to go as I'm busy at the mo and I never let the phone ring! There's one good thing about college and that is that you get to do massages on each other. I know it's not the same having a female giving me a massage, but it's still a human touch. That sounds weird I know, but I'm not gay either. Didn't you say that you have a beauty college near you? Maybe you need to book yourself in for some treatments Tonight I've just had infrared on my back and legs and G5 massage. It was glorious and my back still feels warm even now A friend of mine suggested that I just buy one thing at a time just so the room looks different and new. You can pick up furniture cheaply if you look in the charity shops and then upcycle them when you get them home Once the living room is decorated then I intend to really sort it out to my liking. I've got plans, little plans that'll make a big difference Chin up, have some beer and chill with us GALs
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!