Separated 2 1/2 months; just trying to stay strong

[Pudmuddle]

He never had any complaints that he shared with me.

But I do know that things weren't perfect, and that I wasn't perfect.

We didn't make enough time for each other.

I can't even remember that last time we had a date night.

There were times that I didn't want to do things because of my own insecurities and depression.

I truly believe that H is having a MLC, and that scares me - a lot.

I'm just doing my best to prepare myself, and my son.

Hi pw, these are the very same things I felt too and had going on in my sitch too. I'm sorry it hurts so much, it does.

It helps to read other's stories and keep journaling as much as you need too here. Advice might be harsh at times, but it keeps you going and feels awesome to know you have support and others in the same UGLY boat. We keep each other strong and sane!