Yes - I accept full responsibility for my actions. I was dealing with some bad stuff and chose all the wrong ways of responding to it. I was drinking heavily, barely sleeping, and talking to the WRONG person about what I was going through. All that is my fault and it got me where I am now.
Interactions with W are very spotty. We were still in the house together until 3 weeks ago. I moved back 4 days ago and she hasn't been home since. She is staying with a friend and has our daughter with her.
I have tried to limit our communication to issues about our daughter(4), but sometimes she goes days without responding to me. I've tried to keep any texts or emails to a minimum.
We have an appointment with MFT this week, but I'm not sure if I should continue to go. Seems like MFT is coaching W to ask for D. I'm trying to figure out if there is a way to still go and use it as a forum to hear more about what my wife is looking for or what she needs from me. Last week all she would say is that her mind is made up about D and there is no hope for reconciliation.
