Thanks, ruby, you know me so well smile !! I agree that the LYING is hard to get past. TRUST is broken. Somehow my H doesn't think withholding information is on the same level as LYING, but I beg to differ. DECEIT = LYING = NO TRUST

H was "sick" today so did not have to cross paths with him. Nice I could breathe today. In fact I felt myself moving back in the direction I was headed in before.

Went for a short bike ride, which always helps me de-stress and clear my head.

Cute guy and I texted a little bit (that makes me feel better because I have NO expectations where he is concerned)!

Read a strange owl book with S10 smile ...the cuddle & read time is priceless!

Then I browsed a dating web site...which may be a new fun distraction for me in the coming months! LOL!!! It's like shopping for a new man!!! smile (Come on, guys, you got to LOL about that!!!)


M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.