W decided to tell the boys we were divorcing while I was out of town for the day. S9 was upset and told her in still l still loved her and wanted her home. That he wanted us together. He went on to say she would not find someone better than me and would probably find someone who drinks, smokes, and does drugs.

They were calm by the time I got home but are both on edge. S6 is acting of for attention. I'm very disappointed in her for doing this without me, and told her so. She insisted that divorce is normal and doesn't mean the world ends. I informed her that the world as Rey know it does. She conceded that was true.

Please pray for us during this time. I'm not giving up.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later