Its so weird that going dim actually is a little bit of a relief now when it was so hard initially. Now, I'm sort of happy there won't be any drama for awhile.
W texted me yesterday asking about an insurance card for her car, and I initially wasn't going to respond, but labug told someone else it was "jerkish" not to respond. . So, 25 hours later, I just sent one line letting her know she could call insurance company. No response, which is good.
Just not worrying about feelings right now, staying focused on a week of dark as an initial self checkpoint and nothing else. I'm gonna make myself some accomplishment goals around the house and such, need to get moving.
. So, 25 hours later, I just sent one line letting her know she could call insurance company. No response, which is good.
