And still nothing showing up in the account. *sigh* You know, if he got busy and forgot to deposit it, he could have just told me that. I have no problem driving there to pick it up, and have offered to do that more than once. It just makes more sense with him working 12/14 hour days, 6/7 days a week. I swear, it feels like I'm dealing with a pod person.
In other news, I made an appointment with a counselor for S15. It is so hard seeing what all this is doing to him, and even though I'm doing everything in my power to be strong and there for him, I think his issues now are beyond my scope. I know that he feels abandoned. And why shouldn't he? H has abandoned him. I think H somehow believes that just telling his son he loves and misses him when he sees him is somehow enough. But when he only sees him once or twice a month, how is S supposed to believe that? And how am I supposed to explain things? "Sorry son, but Daddy is smack-dab in the middle of a MLC, and right now his mental age is probably a couple of years below yours - we just have to be patient" doesn't seem like something I need to be telling my child. Even if it is the truth.
