I was the CHEATER, now she left

[MrBond]

"I never decided to cheat on my wife."

Yes you did or else you wouldn't have crossed that line. You had the power to say 'no' and kept your junk in your pants but you didn't. No one forced you at gunpoint to do it. So get real. You're minimizing your actions.

I'm not sure what kind of C you are but hopefully you're not a M one because you're not a very good one to be honest.

So your W left you, which is extremely understandable. What are your interactions like now? Do you have any children together?