you made me laugh and you sound okay to me. you've been thru a hell of alot- we all have- i need to get my head out too.
long time to be in there huh????? part of me hates knowing that i feel better when i hear his voice (still- yuck- ick - what the heck is the matter with me?????)
part of me realizes sometimes it's all in my head- what his presence adds to my mental well-being. it's just a "notion" of being loved and in love that i miss. objectively- my life is same as usual.
oh well- neurosis - wonderful isn't it?
have a great day- i'm outta here- chop those drn rose of sharon and get them done if it kills me.
