No problem Kdog. My church had a very early morning prayer session today.
A few things the pastor prayed that I'd like to share w/ you:
He prayed agaisnt self sabotage, fear, intimidation and anxiety.
You've come this far, don't mess up what you're working towards, bc of your lack of self control/emotions. You have changed, so don't go back to your old ways. Have inner peace, let God fight the rest of this battle for you.


I was really encouraged through hearing these things, so I thought to share with you. I know I almost self sabotaged last week w/ my H bc I was really emotional and was going to send him an email...I'm glad I didn't now!

Have a good day!


me: 30 H:30
tgthr:7 m:4
no kids
5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012
long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012
official BD: July 2013
nothing filed
1/1/14 I dropped the rope