Not on the forum much. There are times when I need the forum for the support, sometimes directly from others and sometimes reading about others in the same boat, some succeeding, some not. It's the times where sitch is in my head whether I want it there or not that being on here works it's best magic. Right now I feel it drags my mood down a little. Brings up feelings that I'm currently not experiencing often.
It's my 5th wedding anniversary on Friday. Haven't really thought about it lately. I had Thur and Fri booked off work to make sure I was GALing.
My brother has just got his adopted daughter today. I cancelled my days off so he could spend it with his family. I don't feel like I need it. I will have to see W when I pick up the kids but that doesn't phase me either. I might feel different on Friday, time will tell. I'm quite glad to be feeling this way, it could have been a really hard time for me.
W text me yesterday morning out of the blue. Said to let her know if I want to Skype the kids later which was nice. Also sent a funny pic about parents.
For a brief moment I wondered what her game is. I thought is she warming up? Is she wanting something from me?
Out of my control, keep going.
I have arranged a party for S1's birthday the weekend after his birthday. He loves train at the minute, got him a trainset, another train, train shoes...can't wait!
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
