NEW LIFE / NEW ME - TAKING OFF!

[Fartiltre]

W called this morning about three issues.

Before these she wanted to share that D4 isn’t using her diaper these days

First she wanted me to remember to bring some special food to D4s kindergarten on Thursday.
Second she wanted me to know that the doctor will examine D4s eyes once more before she gets the glasses.
Thirdly she wanted me to transfer child support so we had the talk about the bill. She – off course – wants to keep things separate. I also told her that I have asked her about how to share the economics for the 5 months we lived together and that I would like this settled.
I agreed to transferring money now and she will come back on this.

Then she asked if she could come here so we could go over some tools she would like to have. She left in a hurry and she left several items here belonging to her. I told her that we can do that. She wants to come here on a working day without children.
At the same time I addressed that she will have to empty the barn before spring and that I would like my possessions back. She said something about being busy but that she will also look into this.

I ended the call. It was all nice, calm and pleasant.

This only leaves Christmas planning and I will be through the list. I didn’t bring it up today since the timing seemed all wrong.

She has been on my mind constantly since Saturday. I am not feeling that down – just a little sadness and broken love. I need to get her out of my head and put focus back on me. I feel like I lost some control over me after her visit.