It is nice to see you have also had some nice positives. I know we are eager to respond to positives, but we need to be more mysterious. When I didn't respond to a text yesterday, my W called. I thought it would be rude to ignore both, so I answered the call. I'm glad I did.
I know what you mean about your thoughts running away from you. Mine are all over the place. From choosing to believe she's alone and unhappy, to spending her time pursuing OM (no evidence at this time), all the way to some time in the future where she comes looking for me long after I left and moved on. Most of the time I try to understand how we got here. In my head, there's not a dull moment.