You are a strong woman with a beautiful heart and spirit.
I've been pretty down here lately, too. Just hang in there.
Please do NOT allow what H thinks or says to dictate who you are. I am battling this SO HARD right now....so I am right there with you on that. We have to find a way to separate our own self-worth from the way our H's treat us.
We have to DETACH for our own health and sanity. So, here's my challenge...you work on loving yourself again...and I'll work on loving myself again...and together we'll encourage each other.
Here's a good quote (not sure who the author is): "Your value doesn't decrease based on someone's inability to see your worth."
Just because H doesn't see your worth, doesn't mean that you aren't an amazing, wonderful, beautiful woman who deserves to be treated well. You ARE special and worthy!!!