No way, Pud, no flipping. I feel better than I've felt in a long time.
Partly because, after all of this fear about the divorce; now that it's officially kicked off I realized it doesn't scare me anymore. It's a phenomenal feeling. It has controlled me to some level or another ever since the BD announcement, and now I realize it is nothing as it pertains to our relationship.
Also, a lot of fear reduction because our attorneys walked out and talked about going to lunch together, and her attorney joked about not having time because he had to go to some cesspool of lawlessness, and my attorney just laughed.
D11 left her house key for W's place, and I almost chased W down to give it to her, and decided not to. I just dropped it in her mailbox, and drove away smiling.
This will be day one of being super dim - even though I saw W, I didn't speak to her or look at her. It is a good day.
