My brain just won't just down the past few days. I think I am doing really well during the day and then at night I either wake up a lot with H and OW thoughts or I dream about it. MAKE IT GET OUT OF THERE! LOL
So this morning my H came upstairs twice. The first time I was reading DR book and he asked if the other dog had gone outside yet. I said "no, huh-uh".
Then the 2nd time, I had gone back to sleep because I ate some wheat yesterday that made my body ache, so I didn't sleep much. I had my eye cover on and he could tell I was sleeping. He just checked quietly and then walked away.
I felt like it was more of the same behavior from me, but I just didn't feel good this morning.
Curious update: H just texted me and said "Didja make it into work okay? you were still sleeping when I left"
He hasn't texted me in a long time, unless it's something logistical.
I immediately typed up a reply, "Oh, yeah. I ate some wheat bread yesterday, made my body ache and didn't sleep good. No more wheaties for me!"
Buuuuuuuuut....I think I'll just wait a while before I send it.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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