I have just recently learned how to find peoples threads and I found yours today.
I just read through your situation. You are doing great. Better than me with the DBing. Keep it up.
I see that your are having a down day. I was cycling up and down so much at first too. As of late, I have not been doing that as much for some reason. I think it is because I have dropped my expectations to zero and I am mentally prepared for the D.
The cycling will ease up as time goes by. At least that is my experience so far. I am not happy about my situation but, it is what it is and it aint what it aint.
Keep focusing on you and understand that cycling is part of the process. Knowing that will help you see when a down cycle is coming. Knowing when a down cycle is coming helped me accept the fact that it IS just part of the process.
Thank you F for checking in on my thread. I will check in on you later and offer whatever small help that I can.
