so , you know, i was thinking about you being allll upbeat and wise and in control and alllllll the tings probably most of us are not- aren't "feelin"
then i was thinking about acting like i am "normal" - and it occurred to me - duyhhhhhh- ACT AS IF -
SOOOO - THAT's it huh? acting as if life is fine and dandy and laughing and doing stuff and goin on, whether you feel like it or not, whether you like it or not, just keep moving ahead - somehow - someway -
is that it? is that all there is? do ya really think after time we get to actually feel okay if we tell ourselves enough we are okay- and life is okay- etc.????
if i'm having soooooo much trouble and time getting "out of my own tunnel" how the heck would an h EVER do it- they are clueless and don't even know they're in one- much less like us, WORKIN HARD on coming out - getting "better", etc.
