Alone is such a strange word with many meanings. I am working on seeing what's around me and learning to live in the present again. My future holds some of the same insecurities as before but I am what needs to change in order to face my sitch and not let his MLC bring me down.
I feel a little of the change around me and realize just how much most of my fear was in my head. Letting his threats and spew dictate me or paralize me has got to stop, he is not in control, how could he be, he's the lost one!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
