To little Too late

[2little2late]

Each week seems to get me a little closer to my wife. The disgust that she had for me seems to be going away. Each weekend that ends she is more and more forth coming with the Kiss and hugs she gives me as I am leaving.
Someone in the past few weeks made a good point to me about my 180. Since I was always gone at work and unavaiable that my 180 might be different than the next person. It has been interesting trying to know which path I should take. I guess ultimately it should be the one that at the end of the day I feel satisfied that I have tried to understand my wifes pain and I have learned to love unconditionally.
I have not persued my wife I have just been a friend. I have read "The 5 Love Languages" and seen where I thought that I was loving her with words of affirmation on a daily basis those words showed very little since her Primary Love Language is "Quality Time". We have spent some quality time together and it seems to be working on her. There is no talk about divorce but more talk about doing things together and future trips as a family. It is a little confusing but I imagine a lot confusing for her.
She has to be wondering why the hell would I divorce this guy. I have to admit that if I were the man I am now during our marriage I would never be posting here. We'll see in time if she feels like I have changed for good.