Since you went away....

[RosaLinda]

I'm having such a rough night at work. My co-workers have conspired to gang up on me again, telling me how ridiculous I seem to them. They are trying to get me to sign up to an online dating site, plenty of fish. And my vision is so crappy, I'm having such a hard time doing my job. I cannot see clearly out of either eye now. The surgeon says my "good" eye will continue to get worse and worse unless I have surgery on it, and I need laser treatments on the original eye, but that can't be done until November. It's so discouraging  Plus I'm having such a hard time detaching since H returned from Moscow, it  has me so down. I just can't seem to get back into the DB mindset. Can't stop fretting and thinking about my H and that woman together. I really understand that I need to let him go to complete his journey, but it's just been hard the past few days. Any prayers, positive thoughts or even crossed fingers would be greatly appreciated.