I apologized to W for outburst, told her that maybe we just bit off more time together than we were ready for after all we've been going through, and I appreciated her efforts at civility.
And as a reminder to myself:
Going dim (Wednesday only and even then minimal) for foreseeable future. Every single time it has resulted in W pursuing, and every time she has responded more positively or gone further. I know it isn't full dark and that's ok.
