Im sorry you are not feeling well, my friend.

You should not ever feel that you need to apologize about anything. And most especially about being you.

Nero, I am very much like you. If someone needs help and I can help them, I do, without any expectations. And there is nothing at all wrong with that.

You should absolutely be you, as long as you're happy with you, thats all that matters.

And you do not have to do anything that you dont want to do.

But I see you changing. I see you looking inside. I see you figuring things out.

And there isnt anything wrong with that either.

Feel better, my friend.