Thank you everyone Rick, Dragon, JBM for helping to keep my spirits up. It's nice to know someone is listening. :)I did go out for quite a while, even dressed up to go out.
Angela, thank you for the words of advice on what NOT to say, it is sooooooo tempting to speak our piece.
Seems your H and mine on currently on the same paths...UGH. We are going to have to stick together and keep each other up.
I went and found some new rugs for my bathroom. But I also went out and bought a lot of HOT clothes! It felt good as I haven't done that in a while. Also, I bought outfits 1-2 sizes smaller than what I normally wear. I didn't try them on at the store and got them home...and wait for it, wait for it..THEY FIT!
That just totally made may day!!!! I really needed a dose of something good and that was it!
Got home and H is out...as I expected. I was almost relieved he wasn't here. That seems sad, but I just hate the tension around the house.
So tonight I'm finishing putting my cabinets back on, vacuuming and then going to watch a movie with my S.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.