He's not 'in love' with me

[CallaghanClown]

So will trying a bit of self preservation and deleting all of his access to my iPad, I found that he had added the other woman's number to his phone again. Feel sick. I'm honestly not sure i want to carry on even trying to save my marriage.

I'm securing my finances. We're back to the marriage counsellor on Wednesday. Should I admit I know he's in contact with her again?