Good job Pud. The feelings come in waves. So now is time to look pretty. Happy. Get out and talk to people even strangers ( just be careful). I used rude my bike when I felt that I couldn't breath from the fear. Got in pretty good shape. Went fishing flew my model planes. Called people went to church. Last year I started flirting with females. I did what I could to forget my stich it really helped. You can do this.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”