NEW LIFE / NEW ME - TAKING OFF!

[Fartiltre]

Today has been a bad day!

I was at a cardgame until 3AM last night. Fun and good!
W called me once to ask about a password for something.

I woke up late today and I have been doing nothing for the whole day. I have been missing my family and W so much today and the get-to-gether yesterday properly tricked this.

I am mindreading and focusing on everything but me today. I have been feeling like calling W! I feel like doing all the things I am not supposed to do! I won’t do them! I won’t backslide.

Tomorrow is a new day and I will get my grips back!


I have spoken to S10 today and we will go to the cinema Tuesday. I will text W later and ask if I can pick up D6 as well.

You are still so lucky to have her around and contacting you. Look at the other end of the spectrum.

I understand what you are saying and I do try to look at it this way – still hard seeing her! She just seems shut down and gone!

You sound like you are doing good F. The family time went well by the sounds of it. Yes it was hard and wasn't natural but you will get used to it.
Sounds like W maybe saw part of a life she used to have/could have and that is a good thing.

Today is not a good day but tomorrow will be!
I hope yesterday was good for the Ds and hopefully the sit because right now I do not see it as being good to me. I guess I will now go back to declining invitations and just stay on my path.

Thanks guy’s – for being there!