Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

Thank you MrCas for your insight and clarity.

Good Sunday Morning.

The debate over the wireless bill is over. I did not open, nor will I open. I will put it in his stack of bills.

I had a long crying fit early this morning just thinking about everything all over again. I know, my very own pity party. I know that I will have these from time to time, but I did not allow it to overcome my day. I got up, prayed and will be on my way. After church, I have to get out on my deck and remove all of the dead flowers in pots and winterize. I want to repaint the floor of the garage (whether I decide to stay here or not), but that might be an activity for next weekend.

I am trying and working towards getting better and stronger.

He has not called me at all, no emails...nothing since Monday. I want to reach out, but I know I have to be strong and I want to avoid being hurt by his words. He was all "gun ho" to tell me that he is done and that he is willing to pay tens of thousands of dollars for this marriage to be over. And no menacing emails, no calls? What is he planning?