Be careful what you wish for, its probably still not going to be the answers you really want to hear. There can be no satisfaction unless you really hear the words "ok, lets make this work". If you think that's whats coming out of his mouth, wouldn't he have said it already?

I know how frustrating it can be, but your still hoping for those expectations. Free yourself of that burden. Don't be afraid to realize you still MIGHT have a LONG ways to go. Are you going to stand or not?

You can do this CP, I know you can!!! Patience grasshopper, patience.