Full circle on the roller coaster.....today's thought....divorce. How did that happen? I wanted to beg him to come back on Wednesday.

Didn't contact him at all today even though I kind of needed to. Thought I best stay away while I was feeling so fragile.

Going to stick with working on me. Reading as many self help books as I need to, therapy and writing on here like a diary of my screwed up life!

M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13