When we got home from the movie, H was here and S talked about the movie. We went to see Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. LOL, yes my S is 16 but he still loves that stuff. Plus it was a funny movie, made us both laugh.
I couldn't bring myself to talk with H about the movie. I just felt sad. Sad that he couldn't be there with us, sad that he gives me no acknowledgement anymore. But then I went up to my room to practice my guitar.
So I still have my uncool moments! LOL
It's day 4 of detaching, removing myself from the room and not hugging and kissing. :P It hurts. So far he has come up to my room twice to ask about something. Then he put a shirt of mine away and commented on how organized my closet is. He thought they were organized by color and I laughed and said no not really. H said sure looks organized like that! and chuckled.
Gosh I miss him.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
