Was it right? No, but sometimes things just need to be said. And you my dear friend, have a lot of extra outside stress as well. Not getting any sleep and then having a crying baby does not help anything at all
I'm so sorry sweetie. I wonder sometimes too for me, when I might pop. I have so much I want to say and I don't have my best friend to say it too.
Is there someone who can help with your son? Maybe take him off your hands for a few hours so you can sleep or do what you need to do to recoup?
Keep journaling here too, it will help some.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.